I have another exam tomorrow.
Great.

Its not that I'm worried, or nervous, its just that I really cant be bothered trying to prove how smart I am again and again.

Maybe I'm reading to much into this, maybe I just need to calm down and just follow the system. But its really hard when the system is so fucking flawed.
God, why does it suck so goddamn much?

I'm babysitting too, I didnt really want to but since when has that ever stopped her from leaving me alone with him. Yeah, I get that he's my nephew, I really do, and that I'm supposed to do this kind of thing all the time.
But I just cant shake the feeling that its not good for him, I mean, I'm not exactly the best role model, am I?
I dont want to ruin him before he can even talk.

I am so sick of all this crap.
I mean, Yeah, Bert is saying stupid petty things about MCR, but who cares?
Its just more publicity for them.
Does anyone else realise, that they're actually going on tour together?!

I dont care if you think Bert's a jerk, he's just being himself, he's not going to worship a band that he helped create, is he?
He's just speaking his mind.
Fuck off haters, i cant stand you.

Sorry if this isn't allowed.

For thoses who haven't heard, 30 sec of Handsome Awkward is up on the Used's myspace.
it sounds amazing,

Title: Step Two: Motivation
Author: abstract_silver
Pairing: Murtagh/Eragon
Rating: Teen
Disclaimer: I dont own them.
Warnings: Very light Slash.
X-Posted: eragonmurtagh, eragonslash, rider_slash
Summery: Murtagh decides change is in order
Notes: It still doesn't have a time, or setting in the books. This is pretty much just an AU I've decided. You can place it where you want.

( Murtagh is finding it hard to breathe at the closeness, and he wonders why Eragon is staring at him like that )